Hi Lovelies,
I am someone that holds my heart on my sleeve. I have a big heart that feels every emotion. I once had someone in my life a long while ago now would tell me to toughen up and "build a bridge and get over it". So embarrassed they had to deal with someone who looks on her vulnerability as her biggest strength.
Today I actually messaged someone that I dread chasing because I dread the awkward responses. But because their service is free, it seems they felt the need to remind me smugly today of the free service they have offered in SL for years. Not ONE message has ever not been sent to them without a big thank you, a hug and genuine appreciation for what they do and yet its apparently ok to be passive aggressive towards me in their blunt responses. I follow their rules to the tee but it is still not enough. I dread the chasing because I never know what mood I am gonna be met with. I have been that bothered by the blunt responses I even asked if they had an issue with me. They claim not but the messages screamed otherwise. I think they see all this as surface level, but I do not. It was hurtful.
I decided tonight to blog and try shake off my low mood. I found a rather lovely little gem, Rainy Alley. If you want to go somewhere and just feel, this is the spot for you. A place to take a breath, scream into the rain that you are enough! Or just pause and enjoy the sound of the storm all around you and the rain soothing your soul. If you hop down the drain there is a little bar below with a stage. A beautiful little getaway I can see me visiting again and again.
What I Am Wearing:
This doesn't really feel like the post for this, but I will share the 'Stormy Weather' Glasses I have made are currently in the CMH 'Drizzle and Dazzle' Hunt on until the end of April.
I will end on this quote, 'Let your kindness be like the rain that cares not about whom it falls upon'.
